SY

haha~~sorry for me and her, i can't find any nice pic..SY, the one which really impress me with her 'study ability'..i mean studying whole day non-stop. She is a really nice girl, caring. Although, sometime she seems to be really playful and not serious, but i think she is rather perceptual. Relationships are very important for her, including her relationship with God. Miss you, SY..looking forward 2 meet you..^^,

记忆中的他们

终于可以跟他拍照咯～他--是我觉得全班最可爱的男生，虽然这一年来，我们没有什么交流，不过他的中庸深深吸引着我。他很有上进心，很努力，很谦虚。忘不了，他曾经在班上说过自己的英文不好，可是会努力学习的那一瞬间，我觉得我什么都不是了。很谦逊的男生。
我喜欢他，因为他的性格，还有他可爱的笑容。加油Eng wei......愿我的祝福一路相随。～

哈哈～他，看见他就想笑，班上的top student,名威engineering class and science class.虽然贵为上等男，但是他没有架子，说话亦不失幽默，独来独往是他的性格，却在团体生活当中，不失交际高手的能力。跟他合作的时候，非常愉快，办事能力一流的他让我不曾为了这个project 担心过，谢谢他的体谅及幽默，让我有个愉快的记忆。
我喜欢他，因为他安定人心，没有架子，还有他独来独往的性格------酷～

哈哈，班上的大帅哥（算吧）哈哈～对他的印象大概就是打瞌睡吧，不懂为什么这个学期，他特别会打瞌睡。哈哈～每次都让我很内疚，（毕竟大家忙着时，我在呼呼大睡了）。
他嘛，让我羡慕的就是那个笑容吧，他一笑就很单纯，全世界的人大概都会因为这个笑容而原谅他的所作所为吧。哈哈～幸好他们都不知道这个部落格，不然本人会死得很难看。
哈哈～喜欢他，就是他的笑容吧～大概是这个～

观后感～

不知道用这个形容词形容我偷窥别人部落格后的观感会不会滑稽点，但是，我就是这样，脑袋装得，都是奇怪，而且，别人不了解的东西。所以，对于此人说发出的言论（应该是日志）哈哈～我有话说～～
是爱情让人成熟了？还是时间磨练了人？
我说，是对的时间，遇到对的人，让人改变了。
看到他（一个不太相熟的主内弟兄）的部落格，心中不禁起了涟漪，有些悸动了。
感恩他们的蜕变，感恩他们的感情，
感恩，因为他们爱主更深了。
看完了，我没有落泪，
因为那是一场感动人心的爱情，却没有剧情般催泪。
有现实，有梦想，有异象，有目标，有坚持，有。。。爱。
电影拍不出这种有瑕疵的唯美爱情。
看完了部落格，自己就有一股冲动写下这些属于自己的想法。
爱情本身可能不能让人变得成熟，但是它可以让两个相爱的人变得勇敢。
他勇敢了，
她也勇敢了，
我笑了，
他们的爱情荣耀了上帝的名，
他没有歌颂着爱情的伟大，反而将一切交托，这是我看见最为勇敢的表现。
不知道，
有没有那么一天，我也一样，一样拥有爱情，
拥有一个爱主，爱我的他。
我相信上帝的带领，我依赖祂的大能。
希望，这个将会是我final exam 之前最后一个post了～
加油，黄雪妮！！你可以，因为上帝可以～

Zeus, god that create mankind(according to the myth)

Zeus, i acknowledge this myth through the movie <Clash Of Titans>
Suddenly had something 2 say by the way...
The story line was actually attractive, and a bit more like the bible story(some part)..
Something drag my thought, reflection from the movie, i feel like the movie was designed to honor mankind. It seems like what gods do is just to please the mankind because they need our worship....i was like ==...ok, if that's God, than better still if we push somebody in this world to set some weird rules and of coz the gods have to fulfill our wills.....haha~
better stop here, haha~~more to write, but i think it's juz more than enough....my blog gonna floated with lots of my weird ideas...
Cheers..
May our God, the creation of the living things and mankind.....blessed us.
He who never fails ~~
Praise the Lord for watever thing He has done in my life,
O God , Father, you are neither myth nor legend, You are God, the one and the only~

Hedgehog

In class now, nothing 2 do..as 2day is the presentation day, googling through the web, i found a picture.

hedgehog
I always thought that this is called porcupine, haha~how silly am i..
I think is better if i have to express my thought of this little hedgehog in  mandarin.

刺猬～
原来，碰到刺猬没有刺的地方，
它就会缩成一团，
为的，是将自己保护，将刺展现在外。
企图将一切靠近的刺伤。
够了！！为什么有人会把刺猬最容易受伤的地方当成它炫耀的武器。
刺猬从来就不觉得光滑的肚皮有什么好炫耀的，可是别人说它假~
偏偏喜欢碰，碰了，刺猬本能的反应就是缩成一团，
又说，刺猬骄傲了。
我倒是不明白了，
小刺猬啊～
我觉得你还是离开人群好，
免得你又再一次受伤，
心灵的伤，
是不能用口水舔愈的。

In the mist of us~

I shuffled to class this morning, i suppose had contribute to the sound pollution this morning. haahaa..
Anyway, things began with a reluctance of an old girl to move her tans body from her lovely Doremon bed.
This is really nth 2 do wif me!!*sob*..is the class ..which started at 9am to 6pm with an hour break in the middle.
Argg..anyway i still manage to fb-ing and blogging...
Going 2 kl 2moro..am i insane!!!final is juz around the corner!!i guess i am.....insane....indeed....
Sorrow-ness pervaded my surrounding now. I guess i'm 'emo'..
i'm not phony, so it juz so difficult for me to mix into certain colony...i juz all i wan is juz to be alone.
Combating with stress, i guess i'm juz not qualified.
Leaving of all beloved seniors aggravates the mental anguish.
I guess all i need will be God, only Him....awesome God, Amazing deeds.
Although, demons hunting me like a starving vulture, i'm still standing still here, i know U are here, in the mist of us.
A prayer to say,*bla bla bla*.....Amen.
U heard me Lord. I will not ask for a granted,  i ask 4 ur guidance, so that i could walk in Ur way, acc to Yr plan.

emo??

Googled a really funny picture, so he's the real emo kid...yup, i'm kinda agreed.
haha..anyway this is not a piece of my mind.
Something flooded my mind again~everything just flashed back to my secondary school period.
What kind of reaction should i have, when i have to face them once again.
Feels like looser of life,
Jay's song is fully occupying my ears and brain right now. Just wanna be alone right now.
Regret and sorry fills my heart right now.
Feel so sorry for my parents, and myself.
Because i'm here, i'm spending my parents hard earn money, and yet....what have i done?nth ~~
i miss my family, but i don feel like going back,
how 2 face them?
how 2 face myself?
i'm suppose not be here,
sometimes i will think, what if i applied agricultural science during that time....
..yeah~~what will change with all those if?
yeah~~what will i be, Lord?

Devotion( a very consoling passage, Amen)

讀經: 申命記19章16-21節
 馬太福音5章38-45節

金句：「不可報仇……卻要愛人如己。」
（利未記19章18節）

全年讀經:

歷代志上1-3章
 約翰福音5章25-47節

            在主日有位牧師正在講道時，一個男子忽然上前並揮拳攻擊他。但牧師帶傷繼續講道，而這個男子被警方逮捕。過後，牧師為這人禱告，甚至去監獄看他。對羞辱與傷害的回應，這是很好的榜樣。


            在舊約中自我防衛是被容許的，但自己去報復則被禁止：「不可報仇，也不可埋怨你本國的子民，卻要愛人如己」（利未記19章18節，申命記32章35節）。耶穌和使徒們也有同樣的教導（馬太福音5章38-45節，羅馬書12章17節，彼得前書3章9節）。


            舊約律法提到一報還一報（出埃及記21章23-25節，申命記19章21節），以確保判定的懲罰並無不公或含有惡意。但我們決不可自己去報復，聖經有更高的準則要遵行：唯有上帝，以及祂所授權的人，才能施行公義。


            當受到傷害與羞辱時，與其採取報復，不如做出榮耀基督的回應，靠著聖靈的大能與眾人和睦（羅馬書12章18節），藉由屬靈長者的調解（哥林多前書6章1-6節），將問題留給上帝所授權的人處理，最重要的是要交託上帝。MW

主啊，當我被人羞辱時，請幫助我放手，


將報仇的慾望交給祢處理。當我尋求公義時，


請讓我明白祢會在所定的時間行動。


幫助我學習以善勝惡。阿們。

唯有公義的上帝才能施行公義。

灵修回应，

Thank you lord, i thank you so much for this passage today, this was my prayer last night, and this is your answer today. I even face the same difficulties this morning. Lord, i knw it juz too difficult to walk on this path and i keep to my faith. But i knw, You r there lord, and i'm always under ur protection. Lord i'll pray and placed this problem onto your hand. Give me wisdom lord. I thank you, Lord, for you grace so high and so amazing. Amen.