传统，叛逆

怀着传统思想，叛逆因子的她还能走多远呢？我常在想～
看着她的背影，我不禁感叹了起来，
极度缺乏安全感的她，渴望爱情，却选择置身事外～
强悍的外表，是她进化后的掩饰，
意外的是，强悍的外表，原来与她内心的软弱，伤害，形成了强烈的对比～
保守的穿着，独立的思想，玩乐场所的绝缘体，强悍的外表～
叛逆的思想，毫无主见的她，疯狂的内心，澎湃的激情~
我不知道怎么安慰她，不知道，如何教她学会知足，不知道怎么让她学会坚强，
或许～～本该如此吧，
我只是个分身，
只是个思想
只是个理想的原码～

Dream~

Dream---a vision~

Final was over...i'm free from pre-u stuff....a month to step into degree. Dream and reality, it always create dilemma in us. I do face it, juz..if i i can make my dream into reality, then that's another story.
曾经，有人说过----人，因梦想而伟大。。梦想是生活的推动力，同时也是信心的打击。人失去了梦想，或者与梦想擦肩而过时，就会失去方向。会乱～这个我相信，曾经我也一样，如行尸走肉般。
我相信上帝，我相信祂在我生命中有美好的安排，我不需要刻意安排，去忧虑。
感谢上帝对我，祂的女儿的应许。
对于梦想，我曾经有一连串，有伟大的，有卑微的，有疯狂的。在我的世界里，它们都是伟大的。
你有梦想吗？
是什么？为了什么？
我有，我也接近它了。当我完成了，我身为女儿的责任后，我会。。。奔向它们，一个一个的，完成它。属于我的梦想，属于我的世界。
在自己的世界里， 我仿佛听到了自己的呼吸声，自己的心跳声，在血管里奔腾的血液----沸腾
了。
我的梦想，像水源般，成为我不停转动的动力。～～

What You wan 2 do through me??

Dear God,
What was in your mind when you first chosen me to be child. What was You will in me when yo have chosen me to born in this big family with limited financial income. Lord, sometimes, I just don't understand Your will. I'm grateful that till now, there aren't any big disaster happen to me, and of course i don wanna invite that. Haha..anyway, God, I'm curious, i'm being a quite useless girl are curious sometimes, about my existence, anyway, God....U have Your way, and i believe it will be the best even though, it might seems to be a disaster to others.
Dear God, i wanna pray for myself this time, i hope that Lord You will transform me into the one which is more like Jesus, Lord i pray for a loving heart, i'm willing to learn, just don knw how...
and, lord, i knw altot this is wrong, but i hope that the 'training' You wanna give me do not include the lost of life, I don think i can take it as well as JOB did...he is the very best guy that i have ever met.That's all God..GTG..
I pray all this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.