In the mist of us~

I shuffled to class this morning, i suppose had contribute to the sound pollution this morning. haahaa..
Anyway, things began with a reluctance of an old girl to move her tans body from her lovely Doremon bed.
This is really nth 2 do wif me!!*sob*..is the class ..which started at 9am to 6pm with an hour break in the middle.
Argg..anyway i still manage to fb-ing and blogging...
Going 2 kl 2moro..am i insane!!!final is juz around the corner!!i guess i am.....insane....indeed....
Sorrow-ness pervaded my surrounding now. I guess i'm 'emo'..
i'm not phony, so it juz so difficult for me to mix into certain colony...i juz all i wan is juz to be alone.
Combating with stress, i guess i'm juz not qualified.
Leaving of all beloved seniors aggravates the mental anguish.
I guess all i need will be God, only Him....awesome God, Amazing deeds.
Although, demons hunting me like a starving vulture, i'm still standing still here, i know U are here, in the mist of us.
A prayer to say,*bla bla bla*.....Amen.
U heard me Lord. I will not ask for a granted,  i ask 4 ur guidance, so that i could walk in Ur way, acc to Yr plan.

Devotion( a very consoling passage, Amen)

讀經: 申命記19章16-21節
 馬太福音5章38-45節

金句：「不可報仇……卻要愛人如己。」
（利未記19章18節）

全年讀經:

歷代志上1-3章
 約翰福音5章25-47節

            在主日有位牧師正在講道時，一個男子忽然上前並揮拳攻擊他。但牧師帶傷繼續講道，而這個男子被警方逮捕。過後，牧師為這人禱告，甚至去監獄看他。對羞辱與傷害的回應，這是很好的榜樣。


            在舊約中自我防衛是被容許的，但自己去報復則被禁止：「不可報仇，也不可埋怨你本國的子民，卻要愛人如己」（利未記19章18節，申命記32章35節）。耶穌和使徒們也有同樣的教導（馬太福音5章38-45節，羅馬書12章17節，彼得前書3章9節）。


            舊約律法提到一報還一報（出埃及記21章23-25節，申命記19章21節），以確保判定的懲罰並無不公或含有惡意。但我們決不可自己去報復，聖經有更高的準則要遵行：唯有上帝，以及祂所授權的人，才能施行公義。


            當受到傷害與羞辱時，與其採取報復，不如做出榮耀基督的回應，靠著聖靈的大能與眾人和睦（羅馬書12章18節），藉由屬靈長者的調解（哥林多前書6章1-6節），將問題留給上帝所授權的人處理，最重要的是要交託上帝。MW

主啊，當我被人羞辱時，請幫助我放手，


將報仇的慾望交給祢處理。當我尋求公義時，


請讓我明白祢會在所定的時間行動。


幫助我學習以善勝惡。阿們。

唯有公義的上帝才能施行公義。

灵修回应，

Thank you lord, i thank you so much for this passage today, this was my prayer last night, and this is your answer today. I even face the same difficulties this morning. Lord, i knw it juz too difficult to walk on this path and i keep to my faith. But i knw, You r there lord, and i'm always under ur protection. Lord i'll pray and placed this problem onto your hand. Give me wisdom lord. I thank you, Lord, for you grace so high and so amazing. Amen.

祷告的手

祷告的手，一段故事，一个诉说，一个见证，印证了上帝的大能，印证了‘爱’。
i know that i'm perceptual sometime, especially when come to the topics of  the loves from God. i experience the love from God , but i fail to proclaim Him so that everybody knows Him. i din even lead a life that can make a good testimony....i feel bad, i know i can do nothing. i keep on asking, oh Lord, why..why..why me??i'm so unworthy, i'm not qualify to to be loved, to be chosen, but He keep on answering... because i'm His child. An easy and short answer that touch hearts. But then not every1 appreciated what Jesus had done for us, He dies for us.....and yet ppl deny Him, ppl reject His presence,ppl mock His children.
But what i know is praying change everything. i experience the power of praying. I'll pray...praying that i myself be the loving one, be the blessed and blessing 1...Amen....