emo??

Googled a really funny picture, so he's the real emo kid...yup, i'm kinda agreed.
haha..anyway this is not a piece of my mind.
Something flooded my mind again~everything just flashed back to my secondary school period.
What kind of reaction should i have, when i have to face them once again.
Feels like looser of life,
Jay's song is fully occupying my ears and brain right now. Just wanna be alone right now.
Regret and sorry fills my heart right now.
Feel so sorry for my parents, and myself.
Because i'm here, i'm spending my parents hard earn money, and yet....what have i done?nth ~~
i miss my family, but i don feel like going back,
how 2 face them?
how 2 face myself?
i'm suppose not be here,
sometimes i will think, what if i applied agricultural science during that time....
..yeah~~what will change with all those if?
yeah~~what will i be, Lord?