again~

What can i said, your silence tauting....
u'll never understand the wound that u cause inside my heart..
i juz can't stop forgiving, whenever u smile, those memories flew back..
back and install in their very right position..

What can i said, when your silence kill those precious memories..
When will u understand when i ever said, i'll be here, and i really mean it..
When will u understand, i actually trusting and hold a hope that u will keep your promise..
When will you understand, no matter how wrong u r, i'll always be here..

When will i understand, i can't protect you forever..
When will i understand, the best gift ever, is to let you grow..
When will i understand, every wounds that heal, left scars..
When will i understand, you don really need me all the time...
When will i understand, i can never replace the you in you...

let's grow up..i'll never ever try to be annoying anymore..
i can't guess when will you need me..
sometimes you need caring, but certainly you will never need my cares..
i guess sometimes, you juz being selfish, keep me by ur side and tortured me with silence ..
Do you know i might drown in silence?i guess u'll never know..becoz you only care for urselves..

you said..once again, you can't protect yourselves with words...
i'm hurting, as u still din understand...i'll believe watever u said, juz said sth, if you did sth wrong, i don mind remind you..
u choose to protect yourselves with silence(and you called it cnt protect)..
you choose to be silence, becoz u really did sth wrong, and you hope silence actually make the ppl around you guilty..
but you are wrong again, no1 actually did feel guilty, the only one who feels guilty is me...
everytime when you mess up sth, u'll juz dissapear...n i'm there clearing up...
i always think, you din do it on purpose, becoz you alwez remind silence when i ask you..
but do you know how it hurts when i find up the truth??
if never the behavior that hurts me...
you should knw that, even if you do killed someone, i'll still face it with you...
but the truth is, you do it on purpose...especially come to my thing...
everytime you ffk me...altot i'll always said im used with it, but im actually still hoping...
every hopes come with hurts...

how dare you....and you are so cruel you know?
you placed me in a very dilemma condition~~
you push me to hell, and make me accept it's my fault..

you choose to protect yourselves with silence...
and make me keep trusting your silence~!