实习的日子

实习的日子真的很苦。。因为其实比较像见习～～一大早到诊所，就要开始打扫。。其实我真的不明白为何我要做打扫的工作，消毒，添针～～
不过实习却是我最enjoy的课。。跳出沉闷的课堂，正式的去接触病人。。慢慢的我会发现从打扫到登记。。再到见习。。看着病人接受着各种的治疗。。会让人眼目发亮（小时候，没有什么接触到中医的治疗方式）。。
这个学期，最让人头疼的事--莫过于背中药，认中药。。
突然发现，其实中药与人一样，每天都有变化，有些同科属的，就像双胞胎，很难鉴别。。但是只要细心观察。。留心沟通，认不出的，你会认出。。记不得的。。你会记得～我没有机会接触中药。。总要靠在实验室里累计微不足道的一面之缘来认识它们。。不过我会加油！

cloudy path...sometimes i'm lost in this journey...it might be juz too difficult for me, but what i gonna do is for my future patients...i can't take patients life in risk anymore..gonna move 4ward ...even tot it's hard..

friendships and companion is certainly important in our life..especially when u r facing difficulties...too bad i'm all alone...sometimes i'm juz drying for affection..i thirst for that..but all i knw is i gonna believe HIs plan...if He want me to learn to enjoy loneliness...then. i'll be submissive...if i've gt to learn to be independence , then i'll be glad...if He juz wan me to keep still in lonely situation then i'm trusting....God is good..He alwez is~~

Amen.